Chris Brown contemplated suicide after Rihanna assault

In a new trailer for a new documentary about his life, Chris Brown revealed for the first time that he considered suicide in the wake of the 2009 Rihanna beating scandal that marked a huge turning point in his life and almost ruined his career. Talking about it, Chris said;
  "I went from being on top of the world, number one songs, being kind of like America’s sweetheart, to being public enemy number one. I felt like a f***ing monster....I was thinking about suicide and everything else....I wasn’t sleeping, I wasn’t eating. All I did was get high."